tomorrow will be the day

yesterday was our anniversary 190108-->190112 4 years of non-halal relationship. T_T

tomorrow is the day, our new life will begin 21112.

semoga dipermudahkan, dilancarkan dan diberkati majlis kami esok,

dilapangkan hati semua pihak yang terlibat,

dipermudahkan urusan tetamu utk hadir bagi meraikan dan mendoakan kami,

dijadikan kami pasangan yg soleh/solehah utk satu sama lain,

dikurniakan sakinah, mawaddah dan rahmah dalam rumah tangga,

ditenangkan dan dilapangkan dada kami dalam menghadapi sebarang cabaran mendatang,

dikurniakan zuriat yang soleh/solehah bila tiba masanya,

dipermudahkan urusan kami utk diterima baik oleh keluarga baru,

semoga Dia permudahkan segalanya... terima kasih Allah kerana menganugerahkan cinta ini kepada kami...

How Well Do I Know My (Future) Hubby?

How Well Do I Know My (Future) Hubby?-tagging all bride to be who is reading this

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?

sport, senario/maharaja lawak. stuff like dats.

2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?

salad? dia suka makan kue teow sup =)

3. What’s one food he doesn’t like?

nasi air manna was salwa, but i really loves dat. hehe.. xpe, awk makan benda lain ye.

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?

klw on d way balik ke gua musg, he would order nescafe beng. yg lain2, he loves to try new menu

5. Where did he go to high school?

all boys school, smu(a) maahad muhammadi lilbanin, kota bharu

6. What size shoe does he wear?

@_@ xtau... 9 kot??

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?

game utk psp. haha~

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?

hurm... dunno.

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?

kuew teow sup??

10. What is his favorite cereal?

em... xtau. x mengenyangkn sgt kot yg dia akan komen

11. What would he never wear?

em.. dunno any specific colour, but surely pakaian yg x tutup aurat =)

12. What is his favorite sports team?

haha.. sy xtau. red warrior tu one of them

13. Who did he vote for?

who? haihs... not really show his interest. tp x berlawanan ngn sy.

14. Who is his best friend?

nik muhammad faris =) & me of course

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?

errr.... exercise & diet. aaaa... hurm, mission not accomplish. sorry dear =(

16. What is his heritage?

erk? whats dat? is it che?

17. What is his favourite colour?

blue? oh... i dunno specifically *sigh* (its okey, next week n so on i'll start knowing u better)

18. What is his habit?

not really sure~ but if he had free time, he would msg/call me =)

19. What is he proud of?

dah dapat keje, boleh tlg parent n boleh buktikan dia mampu utk sara wife n anak2 nnt =)

20. Lastly, do you think he will read this?

nope~

20 days to go... Mrs. Muhammad-to-be

dub dab dub dab...

semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan kami...

M&M e-day 01092011

assalamualaikum dan selamat hari raya =)

alhamdulillah, majlis pertunangan kami berjalan lancar semalam.

cuak

okay, hari ni sgt hepi dgn ape yg telah berlaku.

tp malam nii..

aaaa... sy sgt cuakkk..

huuuu...

i juz wanna talk to any one of my besties...

dia

<3 mcmz <3

happy birthday to u

3 februari 1985--> 3 februari 2011 = 25 years old

happy 25th birthday to my dear MCMZ
semoga dimurahkan rezeki utk dpt keje ngn tnb
dan dicapai segala impian.

=D

being loved by someone u love

=D smlm gi konvo MCMZ. sgt hepii!! eh33!~ org len konvo, kite lak hepi. ye la, pembakar smngt utk ak meneruskan kehidupan kt usm tercinta ni.

selamat mencari kerja ye awk.
x kesah lah awk keje ngn felda ke, tnb ke.
tmpat tu bandar ke, kg ke.
yg penting jgn memilih.
-sy tau awk bkn jenis yg memilih keje-

semoga perjalanan yg bermula sejak 3 tahun lepas ini akan di ikat dgn lafaz sakinah bila tiba masanya.

-i love u d way u are, juz like u love me d way i am-

his graduation day

excited untuk esok tp scared untuk lusa.

esok dia konvo, huu.. da konvo awk ye. rasa cam baru je lagi kenal masa nk masuk 2nd ea. and me? still have 2 more years to go. sy nak ucap TAHNIAH untuk awk. wlpn CGPA x dpt dean list, tp ada 2, 3 kali gak awk dpt dean list. mmg mantap, walau dlm kebizian bisnes n program2 kt surau.

sy pn nk konvo mcm awk, nk dapat award mcm awk. hehe.. x dpt distinction, dpt award graduation nite pn jadi. nowadays, my life is so though. smngt turun naik. tp sy tetap akan teruskn perjuangan ni.

nk grad mcm awk =D

Love is not about finding a Mr. Perfect but it is about seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

delusion of infedelity

by definition: false belived derived from pathological jealousy about a person's lover being unfaithful. (a.k.a delusion jealousy)

em..
nak tau x nape blok psychiatry ni best? bak kata prof siti, best sbb bnyk sign n symptom yg match ngn diri sendiri. hehe~ bijak2 prof. dah expert ngn perangai student medic.

delusion of infedelity. kenape tajuk ni yg ak pilih? dis type of delusion actually one of specific disturbances in content of thought. bnyk lg la delusion2 len. i'm focusing to dis type of delusion because in last week, we read 2 cases of plan to suicide in Terengganu. semua nye pasal si isteri cemburu+salah sangka si suami kawin lain. Nauzubillahiminzalik... jgn lah perkara ini berlaku lagi ke atas hamba2-Mu.

Ya Allah,
Kau peliharalah hati hamba2-Mu agar jauh dari perbuatan yg sgt engkau benci itu, yg mengharamkan kami daripada mencium bau syurga-Mu.
Kau berikanlah hidayah kepada kami, dan insan2 yg pernah tersilap langkah agar sentiasa tetap berada di jalan-Mu.
amiin....

very special person in my life~

sepanjang hidupku yg dah 21 tahun ni, sudah ramai insan yg ku kenali. sudah pelbagai jenis perangai yg kuhadapi. dulu, sebelum keluar dari kehidupan di rumah, ak menyangka semua insan itu baik. namun, pabila usia ku makin menginjak, ku sedari bahawa semua itu tidak benar. baru ku fahami erti kehidupan.



















namun, yg negatif tak perlu difikirkan kerana ak ada insan2 yg sangat sayangkan diriku. walau sesusah mana diriku, mereka lah yg akan sentiasa berada disisiku... mereka ialah keluargaku.abah, umi, abg mad, k'anis, amnah, afwan dan akram. ntah mengapa sikap ku tak seperti yg ku inginkan pabila bersama keluarga, lebih2 lg adik beradik. aiman ingin sekali bercakap lembut2, tp ntah mengapa suara aiman selalu keras.... aiman nk peluk umi abah selalu. tp, aiman selalu jgk lwn ckp umi abah. aiman nk bermanja ngn abg mad. tapi, aiman selalu takut ngn abg mad.selalu rasa abg mad akan marah aiman... x penah terasa pelukan seorang abg... wlpn begitu..time aiman susah, mmg abg mad akn tolong. k'anis pn sama... aiman x suka lawan. klw berjauh mmg pk nk ckp baik2.. tp, once dah dekat. mesti berkasar. k'anis kakak yg baik... bagi je aiman nk ape. aiman yg selalu berkira..ngn adik2 xde pape sgt. cuma aiman suka guna suara kuat bile ckp ngn afwan.. k'aiman xnk g2 syg.. tp, ntah kenape yg itu selalu terkeluar..

n 2nd, of course my beloved best fren. key, dayah, bee, dilla n nad. tempat ak mengadu masalah. tmpt ak meluahkan perasaan, tempat ak berkongsi kegembiraan dan segala2nya.. dah 8 tahun kte kenal kn???tp skrg, mcm ada sesuatu yg menjarakkan kte. mungkin environment kte skrg dah berbeda. ada yg boleh kte kongsi, n ada yg sedikit terbatas.. ape pn, korg lah kawan ak yg paling ak rapat!