3 months before marriage
took my folate supplement as preparation for my beloved ones. semoga dimurahkan rezeki kami =)
3weeks of marriage.
1 week after expected ovulation
aiman experienced bleeding, which i thought i got my menses 1 week early. yg pelik nya time ni blood tu kuar sikit je, n spotting. masa ni mmg da frust, ala... xde rezeki lg. xpe lah. n incik suami pn ckp dia pn sedih tp xpe, blh usaha lg (ni dia cte pas tau dah pregnant) tp ble blood tu dah x kuar, aiman start search kt tenet, ape yg dah berlaku? any probability? n d answer was post-implantation bleeding. masa ni mmg rasa cm berbunga-bunga je hati. ada harapan lg ni. n start search ble plg awal upt akan positive.
3 days before expected menses.
berusaha gi outpt lab utk wat upt. gi ambk borang, n mntk kwn yg h.o sign kan. hehe~~ masa ni mintak my bff temankan, cik zara. sbb takut result negative. takut frust. n d result turned to be.... org lab kata negative mula2.. tp lama skt (lama sbb i'm frust n still duduk kat situ) org tu kata, "eh, ada 2 line, tp pudar lg. mybe hCG pnye level x high sgt, so x clear la line dia". n aiman tersenyum... alhamdulillah. (dlm hati, mmg awal pn encik. hehe~) berbunga2 hati call incik suami bgtau result. tp dah x repeat or buat scan sbb mmg dah x menses. so, tnggu je la dulu scan nnt2. (lgpn klw scan mmg x nmpk lg)
7 weeks of POA
end of posting psychiatry klw x silap. my group2 buat outing gi main bowling n gi jeram linang. n me~~~ oh2, mmg mom-to-be yg nakal. main jgk la boling tu. angkat smpai 11kg kot yg paling berat, n 2 games. ohh.. can u imagine? in early pregnancy? before gi jeram linang, ktorg solat zohor dulu, n i had bleeding. masa ni mmg takut sgt. takut sgt2... am i losing my baby?? smpai nangis2 masa solat. tp gi jgk jeram linang, n bertolak balik gua musang. smpai aring demam2 sbb x mandi n tukar baju dulu before drive gi aring. cte kat incik suami, tp takut2 sbb takut kne marah... masa ni mmg baru tersedar, this is not only my baby, ni pn baby incik suami, aiman kne jaga baik2. besar ny amanah ni.. masa tu doa je dalam hati, ya Allah selamatkan lah baby kami...bleeding time tu je. dah xde pas2 tu. esok ny lepas incik suami gi keje, duk sorg2 kat umah, mula la pk bukan2, baby ummi okey x? baby mcmane? baby ummi... pastu call incik suami, nangis2, nk tgk baby. nk make sure baby okey. n he rushed back utk bwk gi klinik panel felda kat chiku 3. dr ni super senior usm. scan n advice. baby is still there, kne bnyk rehat etc. bahagia tgk baby 1st time. of cos masa ni juz gestational sac. hehe~ n lepas balik kb baca sket2, commom cause utk early trimester miscarriage ni chromosomal abnormality, dgn kata lain xde kaitan la. hehe~ denial tp of coz, jgn nakal2 mcm sy. serik dah lepas tu.
11 weeks of POA
booking kat HUSM. hari yg memenatkan. knp? sbb pg tu ada exam end posting anaes n ptg lak end posting ane. in between tu kne gi booking kt klinik ong. knp ambk hari tu? sbb next week ny dah start posting district, dah susah nk curi2 masa gi klinik. malas nk booking kat district. alhamdulillah sgt masa ni ada nurse baik hati, dia nmpak aiman kalut2. ckp la baru pas exam, n ptg ni ada exam lg. n she helped me. mmg potong q la. hehe~ smpai scan pn m.o tu buatkan. xyah tnggu m.o bilik scan. thnx akk nurse n m.o =)
15 weeks of POA
nausea n vomiting in pregnancy tu biasa la. alhamdulillah aiman x dpt hyperemesis gravidarum. syukur sgt. biasa ny aiman akan muntah2 klw sakit kepala, selera mkn, mmg boleh kata memilih sgt2. hehe.. n slalu mkn x abis. biasa before pregnant mmg pantang la mknn x abis. umi pesan makan kurma n kismis. tp kismis ni abis pn sbb share dgn bdk2 gp ble ngantuk dlm kelas. haha~ n satu hari ni, aiman muntah bnyk kali, mmg sbb sakit kepala sgt. smpai call umi, nangis2 ckp aiman lapar... tp x boleh mkn. hehe.. umi kata mane bleh nangis, bkn bdk kecik. umi cam bebel2 jgk, tp pastu cl balik n bg nasihat. haha~ i luv u umi. aiman muntah teruk sbb sakit kepala, n sgt lapar. tu je.. hihi.. cam budak2 lak rasa. padahal dah nak jadi mak budak =D
17 weeks of POA
tbe2 terjaga dari tdo. tgn kanan sakit sgt. baru kul 4 pg ni. then rasa kebas2 kt median nerve pnye distribution. ya Allah, carpal tunnel syndrome.. huu.. xpelah smbg tdo. then this pain mmg disturb tdo lebih2 lg lepas tgn kiri pn rasa bnda sama. masa ni tgh posting district, so agak susah nk jmpe dr. so, bertahan je la dulu. smpai final week of district, ternampak specialist hand team, terus kejar n gtau prob. dia advice utk ambk injection. tp aiman bertahan smpai another week. segan nk gtau lecturer lain plk, sbb mnggu tu that specialist xde kt usm. ble gi utk injection, it was 4 days before my pro3. n dr decide utk x inject. sbb kesan sakit inject tu lg teruk. he worried if i could not perform well in exam because of d pain, which he said, boleh smpai 3-4 hari. masa tu sgt kecewa, rasa nk nangis je dpn dr. tp dia bg alternatif utk physio, d only choice yg ada n pcm as painkiller. hurm, pcm yg xde effect lgsg =( so, pergi la physio ada hot wax, ultrasound, n tens. blh la tahan jgk. masa xm lebih2 lg meq, Allah je la tahu betapa tgn ni sengsara nk menulis. so, tulis je cepat2 supaya ada masa utk tgn rehat, alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkn segala ny =)
22 weeks of POA
1 day after abis xm n 1 day before dpt result gi inject. oh2.. mmg sakitttt... tp, alhamdulillah 1 hari je. hehe... masa sakit ni nk makan pn susah, tp bertahan je. dan alhamdulillah skrg ni (26wPOA) dah okey. wlpn kdg2 ada gak rasa kebas lg.tp at least x mengganggu utk buat keje as a housewife =) cuma yg tgn kiri ni still trganggu lg. terjg jgk kdg2 sbb sakit. xpe, blh buat keje lg =)
25 weeks of POA
balik kb utk detail scan n mogtt. of course 2-2 tu sbb aiman ada risk factor. hehe~ detail scan alhamdulillah baby normal. ummi syg baby. n air gula tu mmg x sedap. yarkkkkkk. errr.. n x nak minum lg. semoga result mogtt normal. aiman xnak inject insulin... sakit... =(
2 days before 26 weeks of POA
braxton hicks contraction. pegang my tummy tbe2 je rasa eh knape keras semacam je ni? tp kejap je. less then 1 minute. mula la search n bukak buku 10 cikgu. oh.. patut la, dah second half of pregnancy =)
tu pnglmn yg stakat ni, n yg ingt2 lupe. hihi.. another 14 weeks to go my baby.
semoga baby n ummi sihat, deliver tnpa sebarang complication.
doakan kami yee =)
